People don't Listen

14 June 2010,

Alhamdulilah, its been 2 month I've been in Mdi, its was an honor to be apart of this department. My office was very near to Mosque and i have learn , its feel very calm to do pray on the mosque. My CEO was very strict and very particular to any discipline toward his all staff include me. He was in TOP management post but he always check on his staff either all procedure been follow or not. The purpose is only to make sure all his staff be discipline and integrity is a must.
Today he make a spot check again, i get his point. He want to make sure the department that he handle are doing great in every aspect of life. If he was not doing his role very well , in Akhirat he will be question either he has done his responsible. I hope he will be in this department until all of people in this department will get his main point.

As Leader, it really a big weight on the shoulder, the responsibility...how can i be a leader in the future because in order to be strict people will not like me. Hopefully Allah may give courage and strength to be such great leader in the eyes on Allah.

Recently,
its been a very hard day.. i don't get it..why its very hard to give a good word to certain people. why people love making fun for someone mistake. love say bad thing, love to encourage bad things and bad impression. why its hard for people to love each other....
its very important to give advise, because life ain't good enough with advice and guidance. For those people who hate me for all advice , i just want to share life is easy if we think it is. The main thing is Allah has to be all the time in our heart, if there is always hatred there will no peace in our heart.

In the same time, i need to find a very decent friend who can advice me anything and everything about how to be decent person. Nowadays, friends like that, its hard to find. Seem i be living in the world full of hatred. Why must Muslim hate each other?? why its hard to forgive and to forget? . The fact is, human is very good in making a mistake and repeat it again and again. But someday, they will learn their mistake its all matter of time.

I know life is all about learning process to gain experience ,vein and pain. In every pain, we learn to overcome and to avoid certain situation that may cause the pain. After all i learn my lesson, SABAR is all matter in order to be tough and pray to Allah for strength.
that all from now, its been 5.30 pm and i 'll be write again in my next post.