I am Late 7 day..

Alhamdulilah,

Syukur ..Allah has give me chance to breath and live happily until this minute...

Nevertheless stress never give up on me..
this time is about Miss P..and my tiny hope being a mommy...
every pray..it always be ...
“Rabbi Hab Liy Min-Ladunka Zurriyatan-Tayyibah Innaka Sam‘iud-Du’aa.”

Translation: O my Lord! Bless me from Yourself pious offspring, for surely You are the One who listens to Prayer.

Surah Al-Imran:38-“Rabbana Hablana Min Azwajina Wa Zurriyatina Qurrata Aayuniu,WajaAlna LilmuttaQina Imama.”-Translation: O Lord! Bestow on us from our wives and our offspring, the comfort of our eyes, and make us leader of those who have fear (in Allah).

Surah Al-Furqan: 74-“Rabbi habli Minas Solihin.”Translation: Oh Lord! Grant me [a child] from amongst the righteous.

 Surah Al-Saffat: 100-“Wa Zakariaa is nada Rabbu hu Rabbi La Tazarni Fardan Wa Anta Khairul Warithin.”Translation: And mention [Zakariah], When he called to his Lord, “My Lord, do not leave me alone [with no heir], while you are the best of inheritors.”

lets start with..Today..i getting stress where is Miss P..now it is already 7 day delay from the date i suppose to Mense ...ermmm... i did my google..digging up..why is my P missing in action..it is about lucrin injection given by hospital...or am i pregnant..i did do UPT test on 4 days of delay on evening..the result is negative..

Lucrin is to stop my period so my cyst can get into smaller size..so i can get pregnant..
Since im so curious of the delay..*i start to ask people from klinik Hamid Arshad ..they said it is because the lucrin process it get effected easily to my body hormon..

*secondly i did ask my officer who was on lucrin treatment ..she were also said the same thing..

*Thirdly, i did ask Effa ..if have any haunch ...she said maybe because of my cyst..

lastly i can conclude that Miss P wont come because of Lucrin is hormonizing --- my hormon..

im not counting day anymore...

The only thing can cure my endometriosis is being pregnant..but Allah Maha pengasih dan Penyayang..Maha Mentadbir Alam..im just tiny ash who beg for mercy and chance to be a mom to all children and perhap can cure my endometrosis...

when i coming back from mosque.. i am gonna tell my self..its gonna be alrite..let take another 2  lucrin treatment  until my cyst getting smaller...so i can conceive...

Pray..insha Allah.. Allah may heard our prayer...