today..
i feel i lost myself...
i couldn't find myself..
I've receive so much...
i don't want to know to much...
i'm suffocated... i couldn't breath...
i don't want to be depart...
away from someone i love...
what i have now is much that i can imagine...
i have my family...
i have shah...
in very meantime..he doesn't me around..
hope he can feel me ...
i miss him...
i miss his smile..
i miss his voice...
i miss to hear his scold...
i miss everything about him...
yet i realize..i done so many thing...i hurt you in so many way...
hopefully u can forgive me..
and i love you...for what you are...but not for what not...
im sorry...
i wish i can't erase everything...
but...what i can say is...
i've lost myself...
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